Sink or Swim, now. I’m pregnant and lost my temp job. The salon is going well and I’ve eased into the freelance thing, so I’m calmer than expected. I can’t be mad about the temp job, they offered me a job but I want the salon, I can’t trade security for my dreams. But really now, I can’t get another job because the baby, doing hair on weekends will be perfect. I really believe in this and it’s actually really cool how it all worked out. The baby will be a permanent stop to any distraction, I can’t get scared and quit and get a job or give up. I never got a salon loan but I would be kicking myself now that I’m going to be a mother with that hanging over my head. It’s sink or swim now, I either rock and hair and the salon is a success or I don’t and don’t have anything. I really have everything I need and it didn’t have to be a lot at all. Just today I got a new referral who loved their hair. So I just have to rock it.